Unfold

What I can remember is a lot like water, trickling down a page of the most beautiful colors. I can’t quite put my finger down on the moment that I became like this. See, I am the bravest girl that you will ever come to meet, yet I shrink down to nothing at the thought of someone really seeing me, I think my hearts wrapped around and tangled up in winding weeds. But I don’t want to go on living, being so afraid of showing someone else my imperfections, and even though my feet are shaking and with every word I say I’m stumbling, I will bare it all. Watch me unfold.These hands that I hold behind my back are bound and broken by my own doing, and I can’t feel anything anymore. I need a touch to remind me I’m still real.

I will alow someone to love me.